Friday, February 02, 2001

Hey hey, awesome concert! I finally got their autographs! YAY! Scott said "Thanks for coming out" to me! OMG, Scott Moffatt said something to me! That's so cool! It feels so good when your crush says something to you *sigh*. Dave smiled and said Hi (hmm, Dave, what a sweetie), Bob didn't say anything, though. He MIGHT have said something, but I certainly didn't hear anything. Clint didn't even look at me. Boo. Oh well, I guess the twins were tired.

Strangely enough, I'm not upset that the concert's over. As long as I have my autographed poster, lol. I'm happy it happened. I'll cherish the memories of that concert forever. Well, except for all the pushing and shoving in the crowd, the stuffiness and stinkiness of the Spectrum, the fact that I got hit in the nose by the fans scrambling for Bob's drumstick (he threw his drumsticks into the audience), the fact that I REALLY had to go pee, and the death threat I got from that girl in the line-up (notice how I don't insult her? Ha, I'm civilized). Other than those, the concert was amazing. lol, there have been things that were REALLY good, and others that were REALLY bad, so I guess they balance out.

I'm actually thinking of asking Kit out. I talked about it to Siberia today, but she thinks that it's a bad idea. She seems pretty sure that he'll say No, and that he'll just be freaked out that a girl likes him. I dunno, I still wanna do it! I'm not in love with him, so it's not like I'm going to be devastated if he says no. I may feel a little rejected, but I'm not going to break down or anything.

Besides, the way I see it, I don't want to just sit around waiting for Prince Charming to show up. Hell, I'll friggin' go look for him! But I'm wondering, *IF* he says Yes, would he seem like less of a man if front of his friends? I'm not sure if those dudes think that it's the guys' role to ask the girl out, and not the other way around.

I'm a bit worried that if he says No, he'll then tell all his friends, and they're gonna laugh at me or something. Hmm, that's no good. Also, it would be REALLY awkward the next time I see him. It's like, "Oh, uh, hey Kit. Wassup?"

Bleh, I'm really tired now, so I'll be gone. Ta ta!