Friday, January 12, 2001

AAAGGGHHHH!!!!! I'm going back to school on Monday! MONDAY!!! Aww, I really don't want to go back... =( *sigh* The first semester was so crappy. Sooooo crappy. I was so stressed, the workload was so intense, some nights I slept only 4 hours, I had to skip lunch a lot because of my f***ing schedule, etc etc etc. Well, at least I got plenty of rest during the break. They say that the first semester is always the hardest. According to some teachers, it's because the transition from high school to cegep is difficult for many (such as MEEEE, lol). Luke's brother also said that in the science program, they deliberately make the first semester hard, to see who cracks under pressure and who can handle it. Well, I guess that if I survived the first semester and all the hell it caused me, I can do almost anything!!! least that's what I'm trying to convince myself...Hey, what am I talking about? Of course I can do it! At least I know what kind of work to expect, and this semester, things'll be different! Maybe all the shit I went through in the first semester was just to show me what I'm capable of. Yeah, I can do this!